AngelMapper
Joined Fri 04/25/08
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| Topic: Pain |
Tue 04/29/08 09:38 AM |
Beautifully sayed ^^    |
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AngelMapper
Joined Fri 04/25/08
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| Topic: You fell asleep |
Tue 04/29/08 12:38 AM |
Can you believe it only took me about 5 miniuts, I had no idea what I was gonna write.
I guess this explains exactly how I feel right now though.
p.s. please excuse all gramtical and spelling error's...im really tired so bare with me O_o. |
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AngelMapper
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AngelMapper
Joined Fri 04/25/08
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| Topic: You fell asleep |
Tue 04/29/08 12:30 AM |
You fell asleep
Tonight you feel asleep so far away
How I wish I could be there yeasterday
To be the one to hold you tight
To whisper in youre ear, I love you every night
In beautiful dreams lost in love
We fly together like a pair of doves
Your touch Ive never felt, but this I know
Once I do, youll never be alone
For so many year's lost and confused
In one night it all is brought back, as I fall for you
So many miles lay between us now
How you're voice has unchained me, I dont know how
Tonight you fell asleep so far way
Oh how I wish I could be there today
Tonight you fall alseep alone
some day soon for you Ill be home
I lay here tonight miles away
Hoping Ill wake up next to you today
Never before have I sayed this my dear
To tell you I love you, Ive lost all fear
In one night it is al brought back, as I fall for you
I lay here wishing this bed was filled with two
Tonight you fell asleep alone
Some day, to you ill come home
Angel
This ones sent out to a very special person, they know who they are.
Thank you for reading. |
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AngelMapper
Joined Fri 04/25/08
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| Topic: Go for it or take time |
Mon 04/28/08 04:54 PM |
| Every ones right, Ill tell you this much ur lucky to find a guy who acctually greveas not just blows it off, alot of us Ill admit even though we dont show it are hurting just as much as a women does in those situation, so take it easy on him, let him come to you and just be there youll know when its the right moment! |
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AngelMapper
Joined Fri 04/25/08
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| Topic: First kiss |
Mon 04/28/08 04:52 PM |
| Kissing is indeed a fine art, I dnk i think its why I plan it out, I can tell sorta from there personallity and just talking for a while what they like, some ladys like a little tongue but not to much, I must admit its fun to play tongue wars, but only after youve been kissing and going out for a while O_o. |
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AngelMapper
Joined Fri 04/25/08
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| Topic: My sacred myth |
Mon 04/28/08 03:49 PM |
My newest poem, finished it this morning started last night after I got off the phone O_o.
Shes my sacred myth
Shes my sacred myth
my midnight summers wish
her hair is like silk and shines like a velvet rose
her eyes sparkles and sing to me as I pull her close
Lips so smooth they speak that sacred song
I fall into her winter like love were nothing is wrong
What is this that whispers in my ear
I glance at the stary skie as she pulls me near
closing in around me the viel apun my heart
I realise this myth is one so dear
and yeat feels from me so far apart
Move to the dawn of the purple east
You allways knew how to put my heart at ease
Blind me from the rightfull way
I walk down the dusty road to see the promised land
Ill be waiting there for you on that cool winters day
if only I could see were it was in this dry world of sand
She is every thing to me, the quietest dream
the song that I dare not alone sing
As soothing as the cold winter breeze
I concentrait on her and try to breath
She is my sacred myth
My midnight summers wish
I am her Angel of passion, whos soul is unredeemed
I am her every passion, the secret song in my ear she sings
She is my sacred myth
My midnights summers dream
Shes my sacred myth
My midnight summers dream
Angel / Nicholas Duncan |
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AngelMapper
Joined Fri 04/25/08
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| Topic: Feeling nervous |
Mon 04/28/08 03:44 PM |
Im breathing barelly ive felt high all day and as if my stomach was all queezy, not really sure why I am so nearvous...
I cant breath to well...half pack in 30 min really did some damage *coughs* |
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AngelMapper
Joined Fri 04/25/08
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| Topic: Feeling nervous |
Mon 04/28/08 03:32 PM |
Well I was talking to a girl last night, and the oddest thing ever happened to me.
I completely changed from any of my normal to some thing else, were as I am usually incredibly shy on the phone I found myself spilling my guts and nearvous.
I dont think I have felt this high in a long time, Im not saying like it could go any were I honestly dont know and Im not willing to take a risk and scare her off untill I observe the situation better and come to understand her fully.
She truely is a unqie women and while shes older then me, were in about the same place in life shes ahead in age im ahead in life experiances yes but were so much alike its creepy.
It got so bad that I smoked half a pack in less then 30 miniuts and I am not exagerating.
I couldnt sit still I pased back and forth the whole time, considering this was only the secound time weve talked via phone I figured it would have eased up, instead the more I listen and talked the worse it got.
I felt like a ass hole through out 90% of the convo, and yeat she didnt even seem to notice I was stumbiling over my own words and idea's hard core.
It was horrible after we hung up, I coultn stop thinking not so much about her but just every thing, as much as we talked I was honestly scared by it.
Ive never found some one that prys me right out of my shell and puts me on center stage and honestly listens to my idea's and cares about my past and my issues.
And untop of it all she can be quiet sexy, and yeat it doesnt effect me like the old days instead as much as I find it entersting, im more concerned with learning more about her that I dont even seem to be phased by it.
Now dont get me rong I did get turned on by a few things...as perverted as that seems I am a guy I cant always help it...but yea...I seemed to be able to just walk right over it and pay attention to her.
I honestly dnk what to do I just really need'd to talk to some one any one about this... Hell Im freaking out and yeat feeling desperate for her to call...and yeat im afraid if I call Ill feel like a annoying ass hole... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR |
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AngelMapper
Joined Fri 04/25/08
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| Topic: First kiss |
Mon 04/28/08 03:17 PM |
| Ok so what makes a good kiss? |
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AngelMapper
Joined Fri 04/25/08
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| Topic: First kiss |
Mon 04/28/08 03:16 PM |
Harsh but true.... Jim, ive had that happen beautifull girl...bad breath hence why when im on a date I chew alot of gum, just to keep that fresh tast and smell, and if it goes good its a good toy to play with when ur kissing them.
some women like a creative guy who thinks of little things to do even in the most normal stuff.
And I completely agree with you fallenangel |
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AngelMapper
Joined Fri 04/25/08
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| Topic: Concerts! |
Mon 04/28/08 03:14 PM |
| Ive never been to one yeat due to time and money, but id lose a nut to see korn or slipknot...even evenescence! |
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AngelMapper
Joined Fri 04/25/08
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| Topic: First kiss |
Mon 04/28/08 03:12 PM |
Ok, im a strange sort when it comes to a relationship one of the most important aspects of it to me is the kissing, some times even more so then sex...infact it dwarves it.
I judge from that first kiss how the relationship is gonna work "not on how they do it but how it makes me feel and how they react"
My question is how important is this to other people, and what are you're strategies for that first kiss? |
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AngelMapper
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AngelMapper
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| Topic: Do you know everyones first name |
Mon 04/28/08 02:25 PM |
| O-o my real name is nicholas, but ill cut ur balls off if u say that enfernal name in my prescence, Its Angel now, I allways have been caled that and thats what it will remain O_o |
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AngelMapper
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AngelMapper
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| Topic: looking for the woman of my dreams |
Mon 04/28/08 09:50 AM |
It takes time on here, but just like in real life, its all about patience and strategie  I love the thrill of a good hunt! growwwllll!!!!!!! |
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AngelMapper
Joined Fri 04/25/08
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| Topic: Is it difficult for you to fall asleep |
Mon 04/28/08 08:38 AM |
Hmm if its my partner, "new partner" then probbaly not as long as she falls asleep first.
If not ill ask her whats rong, and seee if I can comfort her if shes feeling odd about sleeping next to me for the first time. |
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AngelMapper
Joined Fri 04/25/08
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| Topic: ok lets try this again |
Mon 04/28/08 07:32 AM |
| You're just plain hot :P from one guy to another str8 guy... LOL But yea work on punctation a bit and its good, also maybe give a few more details about you're self. |
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AngelMapper
Joined Fri 04/25/08
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| Topic: my psycho ex |
Mon 04/28/08 07:30 AM |
| Hes right, but also I hear what ur saying some times its just hard toi get away from that picture....Id say ...find her a guy and get her distracted :P. :LOL |
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