Spirograph
Joined Mon 09/15/08
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| Topic: crazy |
Mon 10/13/08 01:12 PM |
you think I'm crazy.
you could be right.
but i'm in love with you.
so so very much inlove with you.
i want to wait for you.
i think we've both over reacted.
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Spirograph
Joined Mon 09/15/08
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| Topic: Demoted. |
Mon 10/13/08 01:00 PM |
We fight all the time
Do we really love one another like we think?
Is it worth all the pain?
Don't cry little girl..
It's not like we won't talk.
Maybe we'll be able to fix it someday..
Too much to fix.
Just break me off, clean.
Thanks for the ride.
T'was fun to dance over my heart. |
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Spirograph
Joined Mon 09/15/08
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| Topic: Anyone Bipolar? |
Fri 10/10/08 12:20 PM |
I was diagnosed with bi polar as well as severe depression in January of this year.
My therapists just always said I had depression until the couple of times that I was in a SEVRELY manic state around them. I would bounce around and get up and rearrange stuff around the room and talklikethisandlikeohmygodicouldn'tcontrolwhatiwassayingandblahblahblah. I laughed uncontrollably and made a joke out of everything and then about three minutes later i was bawling my eyes out and didn't know why.
It is so frustrating to go through the mood swings without even having a trigger. I've lost friends because they couldn't deal with me.
I stopped taking my meds about a month ago because my father told me that i was a different person and that i wasn't "his" daughter anymore. i have an appointment with my psychiatrist on the 29th.. he's going to strangle me.
BP is a hard thing to ive with whether you have it yourself or one of your friends or loved ones has it. |
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Spirograph
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Spirograph
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| Topic: Turn away. |
Mon 09/29/08 08:52 PM |
She's delicately made.
Porcelain, wonderful.
Smooth to the touch.
Creamy complexion.
Now look at her reflection.
The sadness is too much.
An image that sticks, nonforgetable.
Her outline frozen, forever to stay.
Her heartbreak screams..
and..
you must simply, turn away.
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Spirograph
Joined Mon 09/15/08
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| Topic: Colorless. |
Mon 09/29/08 08:40 PM |
Tired.
Completely exhausted.
Wired.
Jittery and skiddish.
Worried.
Sad and paranoid.
Afraid.
He'll leave me.
Terrified.
I'm wrong.
Depressed.
The color is fading.
Dead.
The sun is gone. |
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Spirograph
Joined Mon 09/15/08
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| Topic: RAINBOW PRIDE |
Sat 09/27/08 09:36 PM |
QUOTE:
I'm Bi too but theres no option for that on here
I was slightly upset when I saw that there wasn't an option for it. I felt semi insulted. |
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Spirograph
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Spirograph
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| Topic: Possessive Relationships |
Thu 09/25/08 06:33 PM |
What is your stance on a protective relationship?
I am in love with a very handsome man. other girls can't seem to help but noticing. My every instinct tells me to throw a bag over his head and hide him from everyone but myself.
He is just as protective of me.
I'm just not sure..
have any of you ever had this kind of relationship before? is it healthy?
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Spirograph
Joined Mon 09/15/08
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| Topic: please help me |
Thu 09/25/08 09:10 AM |
they're all around. everyone has there ups and downs. EVERYONE has flaws.
If you want a good guy, be a good girl?
My pain in the ass just kinda showed up and I refuse to let him go.
It just works like that sometimes. |
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Spirograph
Joined Mon 09/15/08
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| Topic: first one to post in pa |
Thu 09/25/08 08:55 AM |
| northwestern PA, back in behind that rock over there, nestled down by the trees at the bottom of the valley wayyy over there... see it?? |
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Spirograph
Joined Mon 09/15/08
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| Topic: Anyone under 30 should reply |
Thu 09/25/08 08:51 AM |
woo freaking hoo.
someone under thirty posting in the "under30" thread on the "under30" community.
Awesome? |
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Spirograph
Joined Mon 09/15/08
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| Topic: WOMEN who can Admit they like sex |
Thu 09/25/08 08:48 AM |
QUOTE:
I read all these profile looking for MR RIGHT not MR RIGHT NOW. Aren't there any women left out there like do not want to get married or seriously involved just want to have fun, in an out of the bedroom and have a great time. HMMM I wonder.
Oh, I was most definately a "mr.rightnow" girl until I met aaron.
There are girls like that, believe me, i know a lot of them. |
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Spirograph
Joined Mon 09/15/08
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| Topic: RAINBOW PRIDE |
Thu 09/25/08 08:46 AM |
QUOTE:
Noo offense... But seriously... When did this become a gay site? Aren't there special sites specifically for that?
wow, way to be open minded buddy! 
i am bisexual. wanna kick me off the site? |
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Spirograph
Joined Mon 09/15/08
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| Topic: How serious is everyone? |
Thu 09/25/08 08:45 AM |
I signed up merely for friends and a time passer... and then BAM mr.right slams into me.
It's crazy. And I'm pretty sure that we're fairly insane.. but he tells me I love him, no matter how much I try to fight it.
I'm not saying that everyone will find what they're looking for, just putting in my two cents. |
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Spirograph
Joined Mon 09/15/08
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| Topic: Pa. woman are |
Wed 09/17/08 04:25 PM |
| pennsylvania born and raised hellzyeah |
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