It's been a long time coming to change my profile.Do I really feel like doing this? Nope. I'm actually forcing myself to do things that are important and unimportant.lol I am going to be totally honest.I don't have bagage.It's called life.I have 2 sons,.Update..my youngest son is leaving in Aug for college.And my Marine is leaving for his 1st deployment in Sept. It may seem far away to some, but for me, it's around the corner.On one hand i am happpy.On the other I am freaking out.I need help and can't find it.Thanks government.I love you very much.

Am I in any possition to get into a relationship? Absolutely not.

Will finish when I can.The latter part is part of my old profile.I still stand firm on my words.....so I am leaving it on here...til I can think.


I am patient.Patient.I don't rush and don't like to be rushed...ever, when it pertains to getting into or being in a relationship.I dispise controlling behavior.I disprise neg manipulation.I disprise not having the ability to be who I am, because someone feels insecure or jealous.I have none of these behaviors in my heart and mind.I have a lot to give.To that special someone.Wink, xoxox   Send me a message!

Profession: unemployed/desperately looking..
Interests:  gardening, photography, great friends, computers, good food, sunsets, sandy beaches, sunrises, horses, and so much more...