This poem sums up what I am seeking....

Maybe I feel too deeply
Maybe I care too much
But what is life without loving?
What would it be without touch?
My heart is lost and confused
My life is not what it seems
For somewhere along the line
I've lost my hope and my dreams
I can't stop myself from caring
Or putting someone's needs before mine
So if my dreams seem to get postponed
My mind tells me that it is fine
It doesn't cause a problem
To know my love is shown
Until I'm crying out for something
Feeling lost and all alone
It's easy to say it's my turn
To do something just for me
Surely I've done enough
I deserve sometime to be free
Then reality pushes through
Responsibilities are mine
It was my decision to take them
I'll get my turn down the line
But day after day goes by
And living seems such a chore
But I cope and keep on pushing
And die just a little bit more
I love doing the special things
And sharing all I learn
Doing them makes me happy
I don't expect them in return
Just sometimes for a moment
I need a loving touch
To be overwhelmed with someone's love
Is it asking way to much?
I want someone to look at me
And not just play a part
To share the love I'm feeling
To see inside my heart
It's not that I'm unhappy
There's something I can't find
A love song keeps on playing
But it's only in my mind
I'll never give up hoping
For somehow if I do
The dreams that keep me going
I know will not come true
So for now I'll keep on dreaming
Smile a smile, day after day
Until a lady's smile and heart
Takes me far away


Perhaps this poem best sums up how I feel
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