Typically in this situation I would try to flirt with you girls, however I am in a different place right now. Have you ever been so sad and hurt that you felt like there was no hope? Love promises so much while at the same time decietfully planning to unleash the most destructive power on earth; pain and suffering. Pain is contradictory to love so how can love allow for so much hurt and pain; even set you up for it. I sometimes wonder if real love even exists. If love really does exist is it worth the gamble that love requires? Is it really worth all of the pain that comes? Ironically, the person that allowed me to clearly see the pain through love used to quote Alfred Lord Tennyson, "I hold it true, whate'er befall; I feel it, when I sorrow most; 'Tis better to have loved and lost Than never to have loved at all." I think Tennyson is accurate when he says "I feel it when I sorrw most"; I still feel love, but it is what causes me my most sorrow. I have an unfleeting desire to remove that love from my heart so that the pain will subside. Maybe there is someone out there that can relate.   Send me a message!

Profession: Project Manager
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