A hopeless romantic with a declining sense of hope for love. Very shy around women until they get to know me. I take pride in poetry and am currently working on writing a fantasy novel. I'm looking for a girl that I can cuddle with whenever we're on the couch. That special girl who can be pampered and loved at the same time. I need a girl who's honest, someone who will always tell me the truth no matter how much it hurts. Always willing to take chances and with any luck I'll find love on this website. I've been hurt many times in the past. I know, it's usually the women that get hurt. But I'm not your average guy. When I love, I love deep. I've been cheated on, money taken from me, and generally used in all aspects. I am probably one of the only guys out there who can honestly say "I've never cheated on anyone I've ever been with". I'm tired of being used. Honesty is key. If you're not willing to tell me everything, then don't even try. It's been over a year since I've had anyone to lean on. I'm not much of a clubber so no luck there. The bar scene seems kind of depressing, so I've avoided that too. I don't go for the whole Barbie Doll look thing. In my opinion, most girls like that are nothing but trouble. I look for the girls that I think are cute. Not HOT, but just cute. If I wanted to see Barbie, I'd turn on my TV. I want that special cute girl that makes me sigh at just the sight of her. The girl that doesn't look like everyone else. Don't sell yourself short ladies. If you're confident, cute, and can carry on a conversation, for the love of god message me.

My spirit frayed, my heart is torn,
Unknowing that my child was born.
A wish for death to go above,
For what is life without true love?

So much hurt, you won't believe,
When those who love shall not recieve.
So take my life, lay me to rest,
Till heart beats not, within my chest.

Pain inflicted, no remourse,
Praying no one sway my course.
Stars are out, it's time to die.
And graze the heavens with mine eye.   Send me a message!

Profession: Accounts Payable Manager
Interests:  Movies, Games, Fantasy Novels