Hey! Thankz for checkin out my page. First let me start by saying the the Lord have blessed me with a man that I know I will and can always love..my son TyRell King Williams. He was born July 28th,07 at 2:38pm, 7lbs 6oz. I had him all natural with no pain killers, I felt it all (wasn't that bad). I don't know where I would be without him. I love being a mother aka mommy and I would love to have 2 or 3 more before I get old. I am currently attending Virginia College of Birmingham for Medical Billing and Coding. I'll be done summer 09'. Unlike some females I have goals that I want to be accomplished by the time I turn 25 Im 21 now.Sadly, me and my baby father are not together. I didnt get the family or a good relationship with him like I wanted with my First child father but I know that God has a plan for me and TyRell. Maybe it's a good thing that hes not in TyRell life. Can I say that? I know sooner or later he's gonna ask why his father never came to see him and what will I say? He wasnt ready to be a man and to raise one?? Everyone asks me if Im mad with him and I was PISSED in the beginning but my son is going on 9 months now, now im just like **** it. It makes me think like do I even want a man like that in my son life, what morals can he teach my son?? Yet, if he did want to come see his son I would let him no matter what because WHO AM I TO STOP HIM. I wouldnt dare do something like that because no matter how much I might hate him thats still his father. Every man I feel needs a father figure in their life even though it's not realistic. TyRell might not have his father but he have my brothers, my daddy, my uncle, my close friends and whatever man the lord bless me with so that helped me let some of my anger go. Because of my situation I dont talk to three groups of men..ONE: men that have CHILDISH, JELOUS, *****Y ASS BABY MOTHERS, WHY? because I dont want her to keep your child away from you because your seeing me..TWO: men that MIGHT have a child and dont want to see them or find out if it's theirs WHY? because I couldn't look at you like a MAN, I couldnt RESPECT you.. and THREE: little ass BOYS that don't have a VOICE..WHAT I MEAN U ASK? say I have a child with a BOY we break up and he gets a girl, now he dont came around any more because his girlfriend thinks he comes over to have sex with me instead of seeing his child. You know the girlfriends that come on Maury DNA show with all that mouth and it don't have ANYTHING to do with them. I think thats CHILDISH, AND A SIGN OF BEING INSECURE.   Send me a message!

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