Well summer is almost over. Isn't any man out there NOT a liar and can be trusted and not hurt me? Where is he? Im beginning to think he doesnt exist...I may remove my profile in next month or so and hope for the best.. :(

Well, how hard can this be? …for God to show me the man of my life. The one who would be there for me when my parents pass away with compassion and support and swim with me in the ocean exploring new adventures and waking each morning with a smile, hello and sweet kiss to start the day and makes a meal for once in while just because he wanted to do something sweet and thoughtful and works together as a team on the finances so to ensure our security as we grow old and want to travel and see some of the amazing things that God has put in front of us on this earth or who will lay on the warm summer concrete driveway at night and stare at the stars with me hoping to see a shooting star and talk of the amazements of the outer world and the whole earth and God and religion concepts of life’s existence and to laugh with me when my boys have children of their own and the grand kids come to visit and to enjoy our moments alone of love that has such heights of sensuality that only the two of us will privately know and when in a crowded room will be able to look at each other and know exactly what we are thinking and that our senses will be one as our souls without words and love doing all those normal things of walking the dog, picnics in the summer, cuddling on the couch watching old movies, or a midnight run for ice cream in the dead heat of the summer or a roasting marshmallows over a fire, and trips to the beach to smell the salt air and enjoy the ocean breezes, fall rides into the mountains to awe over the colors that God has painted across the landscape and so many more experiences to be shared and I don’t want to do them alone. God says we are to be specific in our wants and desires. I’m not expecting perfection as he would not be expecting perfection from me. I have many faults and I am trying to better my life emotionally, physically and financially. Spiritually my life is where I believe it should be. God is the center of my life and I turn to him for everything as I want my love to do the same. I have composed a list in hopes that my best friend my love will be all that I hope….



I want a man who has a height of at least 6’ to 6’2, purely so I can look up at him and wear my heels and not feel self conscious next to him, some physical desires would be a hairy chest, nice teeth, not over weight. Energy level enough to keep up with me or enjoy activities such as football, basketball, Frisbee, swimming, tennis, walking and exercise with me. In my mind I do not have a particular type that I am looking for. I will know by his eyes, his smile, his personality and his kiss. A man who is honest, loyal, stabile, has laughter, enjoys little things, is romantic, and has a slight wild side and goals, direction.



Here is a list of me…lol I’m 5’10 and with heels 6’0-6’1, my body image is way out of control but on the road to recovery and it would be easier if I had a partner to work out with and encourage each other. I want the healthy life. I was never intended to be like this and I will explain all of it later. Just know if he is patient the reward will be his and his alone to enjoy.
I love to clay sculpt, embroidery, go to festivals, jam to 80’s rock-n-roll, gem hound, dance, be on opposing teams and screaming at the TV for the super bowl, like to cook, I’m a cake decorator, love to organize parties and events, like social activities, love to drive, I want to go on a shark excursion in Tahiti, and sky dive. I like to plant my flowers every mother’s day and sip my coffee early in the morning on the porch watching the hummingbirds swoop in and drink the nectar. So awesome Gods creatures…lol!! Quite honestly I’m tired of being the man in my life and waiting patiently for him to find me and hold me and take care of me the way I have longed and deserved for too many years of hardships alone. If this sounds like the one you been looking for let me know.   Send me a message!

Profession: Banquet Cordinator
Interests:  snorkeling, ocean, horseback riding. white water rafting, football, frisbee, basketball, walking, shooting pool, bowling, movies and dancing.